Long Time No Blog

So long time I know. Well I got a little bit busy, no a lot busy and I am ready to get back into the groove. So here we go.

First- the last time we talked I was in the middle of receiving donated embryos from a wonderful couple in Idaho. Well great news that is now official!  We signed the contract back in November.

We have set a date for the transfer and now I am trying to wait out February. Which is proving to be a very long weight. Everyone keeps saying that if will just fly by but so far that has not been my experience. It seems like the closer I get to March the slower time seems to be moving. So the date is March 22nd. As of right now my only job is to get my body ready to receive.

Embryo Uterus Conditioning begins!

First of course prenatal along with some extra folic acid just for kicks. Then on the 20th of January I had two polyps removed from my uterus along with a D&C that removed a VERY thick lining that I have had for who knows how long due to my PCOS. On the forth of February I started Birth Control Pills. Weird I know I am trying to get prego so they put me on BCPs. From my under standing it is to make sure that my hormones are regulated for the next month before they go into the actual FET cycle. Then after a cycle on those I will move on to a bunch of other meds for the transfer that I will go into detail on later. Exciting I know!

Other than that Keith and I have been doing very well. God is so and he deserves all the credit. Without him non of this would have ever been possible. Sometimes I think about how ungrateful we can be and even in that he is good. He loves us so much. I remember when the docs first told us that it would be almost impossible to have bio kids. I remember how upset I was, feeling that after all I had done for God that he owed this to me. I felt like he didn't care. Wow just writing that makes me feel so foolish, that God owed me something. I am the one indebted to God without his sacrifice non of this would even matter. Looking back now not even at the end of the road yet I can see Gods hand on our lives. I had told God that he promised that I would have the desires of my heart and that, that promise must not be true because my desire was to have my own bio children. Yes God could have healed us right there and given me what I wanted, but he had something so much greater planned. When I was in the depth of my sorrow God could see the awesome road that lie ahead. My heart now sings with hope of a great future. What a wonderful privilege to be chosen to carry these special little lives that await Keith and I. Tiny snowbabies waiting to be given the chance at life. How special they must be for God to go to such great lengths to make sure they have there chance. I can't wait to see who they become. I know that even now as they lie dormant and frozen God has a plan for them. Whatever your plan is God let it be in our life. Lord you have provided the way and means. I pray that the work you have started in us will accomplished. I pray for my snowbabies Lord protect them. You knew us while we were yet in our mothers womb you have a purpose and a plan for us and I know that you already know these snowbabes and You also have a purpose and plan for them. Keith and I are blessed and highly favor to be given such a treasure.

Love you Lord and love you guys.

Amen