Hope everyone is having a great Wednesday! Today has been a crazy with a lot of crazy people. I am ready just to zone out and take a break. I have not heard anything on the interview yet which is becoming frustrating. Patience is not something I excel at.
We sent our bio and have yet more the first response we got. Today I did pay the $150.00 to get access to Miracles Waiting. So I will post there too and maybe we will get a bite!
My mind has been so focused on these embryo donations lately that even my dreams are starting to reflect it. Many of my dreams are centered around any stage of pregnancy. For a few months there my sanity had returned somewhat, but now I feel myself pulled into that all consuming section of my life called infertility.
I was driving yesterday and I just had this overwhelming feeling of great JOY. You the kind of joy that you know is only God given. It makes you feel like standing up and shouting YES GOD HAS A PLAN! Where you feel like you could take on the whole world all at once. I felt like I had a word of salvation for the whole world a wonderful word of hope that had been inspired by the Holy Spirit! I have not felt that sense of urgency and joy since I was at an internship at messenger college. It felt so good to "connect" again!
Jeremiah 20:9
But if I say, "I will not mention him or speak any more in his name," his word is in my heart like a fire, a fire shut up in my bones. I am weary of holding it in; indeed, I cannot.
I am ready to be a mamma and I know that I know that I know, with all assurance that God loves me, cares for me, and has the BEST plan for for my life!
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