Well I'm starting this blog to . . . ok well I don't really know why. Maybe because I am always talking infertility, and I think some are tired of listening or they got pregnant and infertility is no longer a stimulating topic. Oh and I secretly hope that one day I will turn this into a best seller and finally have enough money for IVF (funny). Though I don't know if that is even an option. My hubby and I have been "Trying" for 3 years this past may. First I though it was me because I have always had well not normal periods. So after about 9 months of trying on our own I got tested!! So exciting right . . . thats what we all think the first time. Not knowing that this first appointment starts a spiraling circle of tears and pain that may not have an ending, but we will get to that later. Yes, turns out I have PCOS for those readers who are not up on all the infertility slang that is Ploycystic Ovarian Syndrome. It was sad to receive this diagnosis, but at the same time I felt relieved that I could point my finger at something and say, "YOU! You are the reason for all this pain!" I guess that I needed to blame someone or even something. I also felt that now that there was a reason that there was also a solution. Leaving the infertility room I remember feeling almost happy with my results. Happy that yes it might take a little more work but that I would have a pregnancy that was a little different. Something to talk about. It was excepted with an,"Oh this is interesting." kind of curiosity. That didn't last long.
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